"Can't Sleep -- clowns will eat me."

August 5, 1936 to January 24, 2008

Dear all,

I know I haven't been online and active over the last several months and I wish I could say that is because "so much has been happening." The truth is I haven't had it in me as I think my mother's illness took its toll on me mentally, and I've had a wonderful boyfriend for the last two years who has really been a rock for me and I am sure that I have come to depend on him for strength.

My mother's suffering came to and end today at about 3:00 PM PST today. She died in her sleep with what we will believe was a peaceful end.

Here is my mother and me during one of our happier times 10 years ago.

I have never gone through anything like this. I miss my mother so much. I got to see her last week for a few days and I am glad that I did that.

My thoughts are kind of messed up right now so I may not be thinking too clearly. But I thank you all for your love and support for the last several months with my mother.

I really, really miss her.